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In Rain There’s Memory

In me, thoughts, wonder, you on April 30, 2008 at 3:12 pm

Maybe, just maybe, some of you might know that I love rain so much… Particularly heavy rains… Well, much of the reasons are not concrete… Reasons which I can’t simply write down… But one thing I can write is memory… For me, there are memories in rain… Good ones… And bad ones too…

It was raining pretty heavily and there was lightning… All over the place… While nature is having a tantrum, we sat at the veranda and just watch the occurring…

Mom then told me that if you look out at a rainstorm, and see a lightning bolt, then you can make a wish and it’ll come true…

“What’s so hard about seeing a lightning bolt? There’s plenty of them out here to choose from you know?” I asked.

“Yeah, but you never really see them. Sure, you might catch one out of the corner of your eye, or see the sky flash for a quick second… but you’ve got to actually see one! And no cheating! You’ve got to see the actually strike of lightning, clearly, right in front of your eyes. Then… make your wish.”

I said. “Well, that was impossible… They are just too fast for me to respond to”

Truthfully, it was harder that I thought…

Emak then replied, “K, I’ve made a wish”

I said, “Now you’re the one who’s cheating!”

She then replied, ”Not really. See, the trick is to not look around too much… See, most people keep looking back and forth, back and forth, all over the place… But they’re moving too fast… So the lightning bolts are either right in front of where you’re looking, or right behind… And you never catch it.”

So I asked her what she did different…

“Well…” She said softly, “… I found out that if you look in the right place for long enough… Sometimes you get exactly what you’re looking for…”

I know that it’s kinda superstitious… Making wish… But what I’d like to say is that when we’re wishing for something, if we wish it long enough, we’ll eventually get what we want… Hopefully… hehe…

One thing about a heavy rain… Only you know whether or not you’re crying…

We’re Through!!!

In man united, me, real time, thoughts on April 30, 2008 at 5:15 am

So Old Trafford let us hear you loud,
Cheer us on and we will do you proud.
76212 voices sing our song,
Keep us at the top where we belong.

Yeah!!!

This morning is sweet… Man U managed to go to the final of Champions League in Moscow… Thanks to an absolutely unstoppable screamer from Paul Scholes…

It was certainly more entertaining than the first leg in Nou Camp… At least as far as Man U is concerned… There were some decent shots made by Ferguson’s side… Credits to van der Sar and the defenders, particularly Patrice Evra, for a sterling performance just now…

But I guess, the coolest man this morning is Carrick… He maintained his cool and made key interceptions in the middle… On the night when cool heads are much needed, he proved to be the coolest among the lots…

Messi on the other hand, for me is undoubtedly the best player on the pitch, if not in the world today… His dribbling and passes were inch perfect… The Argentine played some outstanding attacking football but it’s not like Man U has no defenders and van der Sar takde tangan… hehe…

For me, this morning, Man U was OK… Even when the possession was 60 (Barcelona) –  40 (Man U)… The back line was absolutely solid… That’s promising… Can’t wait for the all-EPL final…

Over to you, Chelsea and Liverpool…

Alhamdulillah…

In Rhythm, me, thoughts, you on April 30, 2008 at 12:00 am

Today, I’ve got my answer… And I’m grateful for that… So Czech it is…

However, this isn’t a sign for me to stop what I’ve been doing up till now… Hmm… Considering my horrible trial results… There is still a long way to go… Waaaaaaaay long…

Currently I’m admiring the chat feature in the WordPress… And in the New Yahoo! Mail too… Hehe… One more distraction added to the list…

The ability to wait patiently for something is a valuable character trait… It is our impatience that spoils everything…

I Am A Muslim!

In me, plagiarized, thoughts, video on April 28, 2008 at 11:27 pm

The New Jersey Chapter of MAS (Muslim American Society) put together this message dispelling some of the stereotypes of Muslims, calling for peace and unity and encourages Muslims to be proud of their faith… This informative and very entertaining message is brought to you by the Muslim American Societies Media Foundation…

We say that people are using technology to attack our faith… Why don’t we use it to strengthen it?

Happy Birthday Emak!

In Him, Poem, family, me, real time, them, thoughts on April 28, 2008 at 9:02 pm

Today is my emak’s birthday… Luckily Pak Cik Sidik the driver had to stop by the income-tax (which is located closely to my emak’s working place) to do the tax for the expatriate teachers… So I had the chance to meet, wish, hug, kiss and sing her ‘Happy Birthday’…

The cheese cake that we had together… It’s just a slice but only god knows how nice it was… The cream, the walnut, the icing… Uh umm… Certainly it resides wayyyyyy better in my stomach than splattered on the floor… You know what I’m saying? No, seriously… Do you know what I’m saying?

I’m so grateful that here, in Malaysia, we can still celebrate things once in a while… Somewhere in some corner of the world, people die just because they don’t have the chance to eat… I believe that we, the fortunates, should appreciate this life dearly… We should live life to the fullest for them… We must not simply waste because we can… and because we want to…

Now emak, this poem is for you…

Happy B’day

I’m wishing you another year,
Of joy, fun and laughter.
I hope the days that follow,
Will light your heart it glows.

One thing I hope you know,
That you should have more.

I hope you feel deep in your glow,
As your birthdays come and go,
How so very much you mean to me,
More than you can ever know but maybe.

Well, it may be inadequate or whatever… Nevertheless it’s mine… Hehe…

Turn to Allah and know that Allah will protect you… Seek His help alone, for all the people of this world put together would not be able to benefit you unless Allah wills so…

hmm… (the second)

In announcement, me on April 27, 2008 at 11:19 pm

Again, I don’t know what to be put as the title here…

Tomorrow, I’ll have an interview for entrance to Czech medical university… Specifically, Charles University in Prague…

So, I can’t write much today… I don’t have much to write anyway… I need to prepare for the interview and I’m planning to do my best with it…

I guess I need more than luck, but do pray the best for me, k?

Sigh… Ponteng kelas lagilah jawabnyer…

Emotions

In me, plagiarized, thoughts on April 27, 2008 at 1:27 am

They rarely make much noise don’t they?

It’s hard to hear pride… Caring is the faintest of feeling… Jealousy too… Sadness beneath a smile… Anger that contained inside… Selfishness, never loud…

Pure love is so quiet, some days you won’t even know it’s there…

T.T

In Whine, being pathetic, crap, event, man united, me, thoughts on April 26, 2008 at 10:59 pm

Today is pretty much a sad day… From the start to the end of it… For me, at least… So this post is just about me yammering about my experience today… So if you don’t want to panaskan telinga, please stop reading, k?

It started at 4.30 a.m. in the morning… Headed to UM at approximately 6.15 a.m. by the college’s car…

At 9 a.m., the torment started…

Well, the Czech entrance exam was super-duper hard… That’s all I can say… I’d say 50% of the bio and chem questions are out of the syllabus… Regardless whether it’s I.B. or A-Level or SPM or PMR or even UPSR… It’s either you’re really knowledgeable or you’re very lucky… Hehe… The math questions, however, are quite simple and doable… Alhamdulillah for that… Well, what’s done is done… Wat pe nak bising-bising lagi kan?

So, like a friend said to me, “Hope for the best, but prepare for the worst”…

Then there was the big match… A possible title deciding match… And Man U lost… At the last ten minutes… By one dubious penalty… Hehe…

I just don’t know why Ferguson didn’t play Evra and Tevez… Well, maybe because Vidic was forced out due to injury earlier in the match… I don’t know… The play (Man U’s) is not organized and for me, it’s really really really frustrating…

Lastly, credits though to Chelsea… Avram Grant and his boys were good (just good, sebab tak nak puji lebih-lebih) tonight… And I hate that fact… hehe… 

Sigh… Whatever it is, I’d love to see how Man U and Ferguson will try to gather back their resolve and strive for their Premier League success… It’s getting more and more exciting!!!

I’ll have to see what happen to Liverpool before I decide to avoid the DH tomorrow or not, as when I’m writing this, it’s half time at St Andrews… And Liverpool is currently down by one goal…

Glory, glory, Man United 

hmm…

In announcement, me, random, real time on April 25, 2008 at 8:25 pm

I don’t know what to be put as the title here…

Tomorrow, I’ll have an entrance test for entrance to Czech medical university…

I can’t write much today… So many things to be written here but so little time… I need to prepare for the test and I’m planning to do my best with it…

I guess I need more than luck, but do pray the best for me, k?

Practice

In Undefined on April 25, 2008 at 10:43 am

Practice what you have learned, for theory without practice is like a spirit without a body… One who is content with learning alone is not learned, for the truly learned seek more than words – Hujwiri

0-0

In man united, me on April 24, 2008 at 4:46 am

There goes my 90 minutes… 

The possession was like 70 (Barcelona) – 30 (Man U)…

Ronaldo missed a third-minute penalty… If… If he scored, that would make things much easier…

But credits to the defenders though, particularly Patrice Evra, who’s been astounding this morning… And to van der Sar, who has really made the difference, you’re my hero, hehe… All at the back have never made life easy for Barcelona…

I’m totally disappointed, but assured…

Let’s bring the game to them at Old Trafford!

Green Potatoes

In health, hehe, me, plagiarized, thoughts on April 23, 2008 at 8:38 pm

Just to kill time while waiting for Isya’ and EWS…

Does any of you have issues when it comes to vegetables? It’s bitter, you might say… And you might yammer about them tasting funny and yucky… Well, not for me… I guess, I eat all sorts of vegetables (but not tomatoes though, even though I might argue that they are actually fruits)… I never liked them but I still ate them because emak always said that they are good…

However, does everything green good for you? Nope… Not the adjective associated with it… Envy…

Hehe… That’s not what I’m trying to say actually… Green potatoes are not good for us, apparently…

Here’s an important piece of information that emak told me years ago, but fewer and fewer people these days seem to know about… Green in potatoes indicates the presence of a rather harmful toxin… When you see patches of green in your potatoes as you peel them, cut out the green parts entirely and discard them…

What is the green? Actually it’s chlorophyll… Not bad for you at all… But the chlorophyll indicates that the potato has been exposed to sunlight… And where the potato has been exposed to light is where a natural toxin in the potato (solanine) becomes concentrated at harmful levels… So, never store your potatoes on the open… Always keep them in a cool, completely dark place…

This toxin can be denatured upon deep frying but better stay on the safe side… Just remove the green parts when processing raw potatoes…

Well, that’s if any of you really go to the kitchen to lend your emak a hand… xp…

This information was also mentioned in an edition of Tunas Sains or Rakan Sains (I’m not sure which)… I also checked the credibility of this info on Snopes… Apparently it’s true…

Animator vs Animation

In Technology, hehe, random on April 23, 2008 at 12:42 pm

Got a link from emak… Which I enjoyed dearly…

Go to this link, click play, leave your mouse alone, sit back and enjoy this piece of creative brilliance…

Things To Ponder Upon

In plagiarized, quotes, thoughts on April 22, 2008 at 8:47 pm

Thanks to Mrs Iffath Hasan, who continuously and endlessly sent me motivating e-mails for the past couple of years… 

I’m gonna post a duo of quotes that I find very interesting from her e-mail… 

The second half of a man’s life is made up of nothing but the habits he accumulated during the first half. What habits did you form in the first half of your life? 

What matters is not whether other people are acting in the same way or whether they notice, approve, or agree with what we do; it’s that we have the courage, character, and confidence to do what we’re supposed to do when we’re supposed to do it. 

Am I Being Fake?

In Him, Rhythm, me, real time, thoughts on April 22, 2008 at 8:26 pm

I don’t know if this happens to any of you guys out there… But certainly it happened to me… And I really feel like that now… Fake…

It has been bugging me for a while… Felt like being haunted by the past…

Let me be very honest, k?… I don’t know, upon reading this, some of you might be mad, shocked or just couldn’t bother… Hehe… Some of you might consider this as irrelevant…

After I have to face these trials (for those who know me and are close to me, you’ll know what they are), I somehow try to be very close to Him… Well, before, I still pray 5 times and be good and all, but never as serious and sincere as right now… You know, like praying at the end of the praying period… Recite the doa and never really meant it (because it gradually becomes a second nature… Like reading a script..)… And doing dark and unimaginable things in the past (which I wish to keep as a secret)… I know these are almost horrible… But that’s who I was… That’s what I did… And the intention is to throw them away, out of my life…

So, am I being fake? Or are these trials and tribulations some kind of reminder from Him? A reminder to me so I once more take a u-turn, so I didn’t stray to far away and lost in this conundrum… And as a servant who is given a reminder, isn’t it natural for me to return and repent?

I talked to a friend and he said that I should just continue and do whatever I’m doing right now… And I shouldn’t stop just because I felt like being fake… Which make much sense to me…

And on the Day of Resurrection you will see those who lied against God; their faces will be blackened. Is there not a place in hell for the self-important? And God will deliver the conscientious, setting them free in their place of refuge, where no ill will touch them, and they will not grieve. God is the creator of everything, and God is in charge of everything. The keys of the heavens and the earth belong to God, and those who deny the signs of God are the ones who are the losers. [39: 60 to 63]

Chat With Ayah

In me on April 21, 2008 at 2:12 am

First of all, this post may, I hope not, affect someone… So, sorry is all I can say… 

Secondly, it’s 2 a.m. in the morning… I’m between being sleepy and can’t sleep… So this post is just for me to kill time… I myself can’t see where this post may lead to…

Last friday, ayah came to visit me… To give me some much needed provisions… Which range from sugar to shuttlecocks to Indomee (Mee Sedap was sold out at Giant Selayang)… Well, I’ve been away from home for three weeks or so and that is going to continue… So I’m running low on things…

Another reason for the visit is that I really need to update ayah on my situation (my university application)… It just can’t be explained via a phone call…

So we start talking about ’stuffs’… About politics, about my sister who is apparently, going to be a TV star… hehe…, about me waking up late in the morning (can someone help me with this) and about responsibility…

We also talked about the ‘couple’ phenomenon…

I asked ayah on how can we marry someone we never really knew… I told him that I’m so skeptical with love after marriage… I just couldn’t see how would it be possible… For me, it’s almost funny… It’s like Sassy Girl… Hehe…

He simply answered, ‘Tengok mak dengan ayah”…

I was almost shocked with his answer… Hehe… It’s just the fact that the answer has always been there… Right in front of me…

As a family, we’re very happy… Well, there are hardships but we came through…

And for that I’m grateful…

Calamity

In being KYUEMian, event, me, thoughts on April 20, 2008 at 9:57 am

Yeah, that’s what I’d say about what happened last night… Distressing and worse, boring… And I’m somehow freaked out too… I ended up seeking refuge in my friends’ place… Particularly because Jo and Topan were home and Kim was nowhere to be seen…

Hehe, it’s just one of today’s conveniences taken away… and just for 5 or 6 hours… 

But I learned some things too… In this calamity, there’s calmness and tranquility… Between seeing and not seeing, I noticed things that I paid little attention before… About how fortunate and pampered we’re these days… And from a very unlikely source, I got my assurance of something (which I’m not tellin’, hehe…)… And for that, I’m grateful…

We don’t need spotlights to notice things… A prepared mind is what we actually need… Kadang-kadang, kuman di seberang nampak, gajah di depan mata tak nampak pulak (Sorry, if the idiom needs rephrasing)..

We don’t need spotlights to notice things… And only in total darkness can we see the stars…

Sorry…

In crap, me, you on April 20, 2008 at 9:31 am

…if I’ve been very cold and absent-minded… It was never my slightest intention to hurt anyone, especially you…

And lastly, sorry for not having the courtesy of saying this upfront… 

Importance Of Breakfast

In Rhythm, health, me, plagiarized, quotes, thoughts on April 18, 2008 at 11:53 am

Plagiarized almost directly from the e-mail I got from emak… A very important reminder for those who are like me, who totally skipped breakfast most mornings… This is just one of many reasons for having breakfast…

For those who always skipped breakfast, the best way is to drink at least a glass of orange juice… Stay healthy! :) You’ve heard many times that “Breakfast is the most important  meal of the day”… Now, recent research confirms that one of the worst practices you can develop may be avoiding breakfast… Why? 

Because the frequency of heart attack, sudden death, and stroke peaks between 6 a.m. and noon, with the highest incidence being between 8 a.m.and 10 a.m…

What mechanism within the body could account for this significant jump in sudden death in the early morning hours? We may have an answer… Platelets, tiny elements in the blood that keep us from bleeding to death if we get a cut, can clump together inside our arteries due to cholesterol or plaque buildup in the artery lining… It is in the morning hours that platelets become the most activated and tend to form these internal blood clots at the greatest frequency…

However, eating even a very light breakfast prevents the morning platelet activation that is associated with heart attacks and strokes…

Studies performed at Memorial University in St.Johns, Newfoundland, found that eating a light, very low-fat breakfast was critical in modifying the morning platelet activation… Subjects in the study consumed either low-fat or fat-free yogurt, orange juice, fruit and a source of protein coming from yogurt or fat-free milk…

So if you skip breakfast, it’s important that you change this practice immediately in light of this research… Develop a simple plan to eat cereal like Koko Crunch or Honey Stars (my favourite) along with grape juice or orange juice and perhaps a piece of fruit (well, kinda impossible in the college)… 

This simple plan will keep your platelets from ticking together, keep blood clots from forming, and perhaps head off a potential heart attack or stroke… Well, I know that we’re still young to get all these but tomorrow is never promised to anyone… Anything… Anything can happen…

The purpose of life is,

 

 




a life of purpose – Mrs. Iffath Hasan (hehe… Dramatic tak?)

Realization

In Him, being optimistic, me, quotes, real time, thoughts on April 18, 2008 at 11:34 am

From a very unlikely source, I finally got my answer… Hehe…

With it, I laughed at myself… How stupid am I to lose faith… To be so lost and foolishly think that I’m in this alone… To forgot about Him and the people around me…

Some people know that they know… But some don’t… Others, however, know that they don’t know… But worst of all is those who don’t even know that they don’t know – Pujangga (Sebenarnya terlupe sape yang tulih quote nie)

Persevere!!!

In Him, quotes on April 17, 2008 at 6:52 pm

Persevere, have faith in His benevolence… Through afflictions God only tests your faith… He is completely aware of your condition… Have patience and wait for the divine decree…

Do not become like the foolish laborer who is removed from the king’s palace for demanding his wages ahead of time – Sheikh Abdul Qadir Jilani

D

In event, man united, me, real time, self pity, thoughts on April 17, 2008 at 6:47 pm

What’s the matter with the D?

It’s the letter of the day… Hehe… Or is it T.T , rather?

Well that’s my grade for Bio… I never expected an A nor B, but if a C is a knock on the head, a D would be a Smackdown! by Stone Cold Steve Austin

D… A grade befits the amount of effort given in preparing for it… A D is a D, regardless if it’s a weak D or a strong one…

After giving out the papers, Mr. Azman called me and asked me about what went wrong… I’m just speechless, I don’t know why it turned out like this… Out of luck, maybe? After expressing some of his ‘concerns’, he then asked me this question…

What’s your strength?

I myself should be well aware of this… But sadly and surprisingly I can’t give the answer right away… Even until now, I’m not sure  anymore about what’s my strength… I don’t even know my reason… Do I even have one?

A friend of mine said, what happened today, will be a history tomorrow… But what will make the difference is the things you do after anything bad that happened… Blame others? Blame yourself? Or should you just move on and try to bounce back?

Down, but never out! – The commentator during Man U’s miraculous comeback in the final match of Champions League 1999

Don’t Tell – Encore

In Poem, Undefined, me, real time, thoughts on April 16, 2008 at 1:46 am

To those who didn’t enjoy poems, sorry for posting another poem consecutively after another… This has got to be done…

Well, I’ve posted this poem before, but I just think that this poem suits with my situation right now, rather perfectly…

Don’t tell me that you understand, don’t tell me that you know,

Don’t tell me that I will survive, how I will surely grow.

Don’t tell me this is just a test, that I am truly blessed,

That I am chosen for this task, apart from all the rest.

 

Don’t come at me with answers that can only come from me,

Don’t tell me how my grief will pass, that I will soon be free.

Don’t stand in pious judgment of the bonds I must untie,

Don’t tell me how to suffer, don’t tell me how to cry.

 

My life is filled with selfishness, my pain is all I see,

But I need you, I need your love, unconditionally.

Accept me in my ups and downs, I need someone to share,

 

Just hold my hand and let me cry, and say,

“My friend, I really do care.”

I do not need a friend who changes when I change and who nods when I nod ; my shadow does that much better – Plutarch

April 15, 1912

In thoughts on April 15, 2008 at 8:13 pm

Do any of you are aware of what day it was?

Well I suggest not so many people would have remembered it… Even I didn’t… For what?

It was the day Titanic sank… It was the day mankind was humbled by the power of god almighty… The day an unsinkable ship sank on her very first voyage, her maiden voyage… Titanic slid down the rails at a time when blind faith in technology was peaking, and its sinking became the 20th-century metaphor for the futile conceit that humans can ever conquer nature…

Whatever it is, God is great and there’s no doubt about it…

God Himself Could Not Sink This Ship’, said one of the sailor working on that ship (from what I recalled from the movie Titanic [1997])… ‘Up my sass‘, I would say to him…

If You Want To Forget

In Poem, me, plagiarized, you on April 14, 2008 at 3:30 pm

Another poem that I can’t believe posting… Adapted from a poem I read…  

Well,

it’s OK…

Cos it,

happens…

 

I guess you know,

when I look up the blue sky,

listen to the song,

and walk on the sideways,

everything carries me back to you…

Whatever I do,

hug the pillow,

have a nap,

or just lay low,

they are just like little boats,

that’ll eventually,

sail me to the isle

named

you…

 

But, just in case,

little by little you stop loving me,

me, too, will stop loving you,

little by little…

 

But, god forbid,

if suddenly you forget me,

look not for me as I’ve already,

forgotten you…

 

But 

if each day and each hour,

you feel that you’re for me,

and I’m for you,

if you feel it irreplaceably,

like countless sprouts rise

for every fallen tree…

My love will be in your arms,

unextinguished forever,

without living mine…

May you rise again, from seed to sapling to sentience again – Everbark Shaman

Yeah!!!

In Undefined, man united, me, real time on April 14, 2008 at 2:00 am

Just watched the match between Man U and Arsenal… It was really intense for me… Arsenal was threatening all the time and I just can’t sit still during the match…

Fergie earlier said that the team is in a decent form… Well that’s agreeable, because the team was indeed decent and not in its best form… This was translated during this match… For me, the defense were erratic…

Man U was trailing at the start of the second half, thanks to Adebayor’s goal… But as quickly as Arsenal gained the lead, Man U drew level through penalty kicks (twice) by Ronaldo… Hehe, thanks to Gallas who committed the crime of handling…

The game then became wide open for both sides… Suddenly, the unthinkable happened, Evra proceed with the ball through the middle (he’s a left back)… He was then fouled and awarded Man U a priceless free kick at the edge of the box… Lehmann (according to some, takde tangan) was then beaten by Hargreaves, who provide a fantastic goal… He didn’t even move or budge… He just stand there and be witness of Arsenal’s shattered dream… Here’s the video of the goal…

Whatever it is, it’s still not over… I can see a thunderstorm coming Man U’s way…

UPDATE : Apparently, YouTube didn’t allow for goals to be posted… So, for now the video is no longer available…

(—)(…) (–.)(—)(-..)…

In Him, me on April 13, 2008 at 3:46 pm

Jihad is the struggle against one’s inner self and it’s bestial inclinations. It is this struggle, in fact, which the Prophet of Islam (Allah’s blessings and peace upon him) dubbed “The greater Jihad”

I don’t know what’s wrong with me lately… As time passes by, I feel more and more like drowning in a bottomless sea… I don’t know why, but I’m pretty sure that I incurred this myself… 

Wouldn’t it be nice if the time I spent serving Him is of the same length and quality like the time I spent for myself?

Hello? Hello? Is there anybody listening?

Ten Past Three To Yuma

In movie, quotes, review on April 12, 2008 at 12:19 am

This cowboy movie takes place between the town of Bisbee and a train station located somewhere in another town (Which I forgot its name)… It’s an action movie I suppose, considering the number of gunshots fired and the amount of blood spilled… 

A story of a humble rancher who served in the Civil War and left with only one functioning leg… The drought, creditors extorting money and hopelessness forces Dan Evans to volunteer as one of the escorts for a notorious gang leader, Ben Wade (Russell Crowe) for a mere $200 (Well, considering life’s pricelessness)…

The story started to get exciting when Ben Wade and Dan Evans start to develop some kind of ‘friendship’ I’d say… However, this never shudder Dan’s will to bring Wade to the train station and board the 3:10 train to Yuma Prison…  Along the journey, they went through all kinds of troubles… And went through all of them…

In the end, the viewers will be told why Dan really wants to do this despite all the hardships and the fact that he may lead a better life walking away from trouble…

Casts are all good… Bale, Russell Crowe (duh…) and Logan Lerman however, are exceptional… I haven’t seen Logan Lerman in a movie but he’s now better than back in Jack and Bobby…

Well I guess I got to recommend it… An 8/10…

Even bad men love their mamas – Ben Wade

Apologize – Boyce Avenue

In music, song, video on April 11, 2008 at 3:39 pm

This is really, really good… What a talent! 

There are more videos by Boyce Avenue, but hell no, I’m not going to post all the videos here… Go there and listen for yourself…

Sedapnye sore die!!!

Forgiving

In Rhythm, thoughts on April 11, 2008 at 3:32 pm

In this world, we are bound to be upset… If we do not create it ourselves (like not preparing for an exam… For me it was the trials this week), we can pick it up from others… The trick is to let it go in forgiveness the moment we become aware of it, because when we’re angry, we’re not ourselves (Or is it our true selves that come out when we’re angry?)…

In this way, we can keep our emotional self in healthy shape… The mental body works on the same principle as the physical and emotional bodies, and we must keep it in balance, as well…

Well writing and talking are always easy… But giving something a try might worth you while…

Have a very nice day!

Male or Female? #1

In Project Male Or Female, funny, hehe, plagiarized on April 11, 2008 at 12:44 pm

I got it from my mama, I got it from my mama… [ I Got It From My Mama - Will.I.Am]

Hehe… Do objects have sex? (No, not as in having sex… I mean can they be classified as male or female? Nonetheless, I like the way you think) xp… xp… xp…

Well, some might say that this post might be sexist in nature… But I don’t see what’s wrong with it because this is just a joke… Those who take it to their hearts… Sorry, tough luck!

K, the object today is hammer…

Hammers, are male… It’s tough and strong… One hit on the head and you’ll see stars… Also looking at the architecture of a hammer, the design have hardly change at all… For the past few centuries, a hammer has been always a hammer and a hammer always looked like that… Men will be men, just like boys will always be boys… Also, having male around can be handy sometimes, especially for a woman who is shopping like there’s no tomorrow and day after tomorrow… 

 

Good Baby Good

In movie, review, thoughts on April 10, 2008 at 12:36 am

I’ve just finished watching the movie directed by Ben Affleck, Gone Baby Gone… It’s a thriller(Is it?) about child abduction…

I wouldn’t say that this movie is great… For me, it’s just good… Hehe, some might disagree with me on this… I just don’t like the ending… Well, it’s indeed twisted and unprecedented… I just feel that something’s missing… The movie ended without stating who’s right who’s wrong… That’s OK too because it forces me to decide which side is… This may not make much sense but watch it and you’ll get what I’m trying to say… 

This oscar nominated movie takes place in the suburbs of… Of… Oh, I forgot, sorry… It’s so full of depth and details… Ironically, it clearly pictured life in the suburb in a very subtle way… I pretty much liked how deep the movie let me dive into it… It’s more than just a movie about kidnapping, it’s about people… Praise for Ben Affleck because I believe that he did a terrific job in directing this movie…

In terms of the casts, I’d say that the performance is impressive… It can’t be argued that Morgan Freeman is one of the best actor but it’s the young Affleck (Ben Affleck’s brother) that really steals the spotlight… His narrating in this movie is almost as good as Morgan Freeman’s…

Highly Recommended!

“You are sheep among wolves, be wise as serpents, yet innocent as doves”

That’s When…

In Poem, Undefined, me, you on April 9, 2008 at 12:14 am

…nothing you do could change my mind

Untitled #3

In Undefined, funny, hehe on April 8, 2008 at 4:47 pm

Alarm! Alarm!

In crap, event, hehe, me on April 7, 2008 at 8:00 pm

Another 4 a.m. post… This may not make any sense but I’m just bored and worn out…

A Lipas (Cockroach) has infiltrated our chalet… As we were chatting in Kim’s room, suddenly, a creepy black figure appeared… Its antenna wiggles and it brandished its wings, ready to fly away… The smell, urghh… Only god knows…

Seeing this, our reactions were quick, abrupt and almost identical… We quickly fled the scene and cleared Kim’s room, while screaming in fear… Except for Topan, all of us are then armed with a canister of Shieldtox Attack each… After getting our resolves back, we planned a counter-measure… We’re going to face that damned pest…

So the counter attack begins… Kim went in first and pushed the trigger first… It seemed like its going to be an instant kill… However, sadly and unfortunately, the canister is already empty… So it’s like shooting without bullet… Our black friend seemed to be very lucky… For now…

Like a trained spy, it expertly escaped into the space beneath Kim’s cupboard… I entered the battlefield after making sure the Shieldtox I have is fully loaded… But the enemy is nowhere to be seen… It seems like we have an armed and dangerous villain lurking around the chalet, unchallenged and roaming freely at will…

So Kim decided to lift up his cupboard while I sprayed toxic vapors into the space underneath, just in case as it might be there… 

To our amazement, the infiltrator finally came out to surrender… But we take no prisoner here… Even more, its a cockroach… It took a direct hit and now it’s in the ecstasy of dying upside down…

So that’s the story of the battle between four men (or boys) and a terrifying cockroach… Hehe… 

PCMac

In Technology, funny, hehe, video on April 7, 2008 at 12:15 pm

“Mac or PC” Rap Music Video – Mac vs PC

Nice music and video… It’s funny too…

Apparently, Apple has included Safari (a web browser) in its recent update for iTunes… So I gave it a try and so far, I’m lovin’ every bit of it… The only downside is the lack of add-ons available, for now…

I’m currently using a combination of Windows XP, Safari and iTunes… So, does that makes my laptop a PCMac? 

Mona’s Brother

In Undefined, funny, hehe on April 7, 2008 at 9:03 am

Courtesy of emak’s email…

Pure resemblence

Pure Resemblance… hehe…

4.45 a.m. Poem

In Poem, me, you on April 6, 2008 at 9:07 pm

When you have to look away,

and don’t have much to say.

When I hear you stumble when you speak,

and when your voice cracked and squeaked.

 

When you turned and smile,

or change away the topic miles.

When your jokes make only you laugh,

and when I didn’t fall for your bluffs.

 

When you made a fool of yourself,

Or trying too hard to look tight.

When you snored,

and drooled.

 

That’s when…

People are funny, they don’t know that they are special to someone… 

Back!!!

In announcement on April 6, 2008 at 7:31 pm

After the ‘hiatus’… hehe…

I was just ‘malas’… No excuse about that…

A Sad Song…

In song on April 6, 2008 at 7:29 pm

I want to sleep but I can’t… Bored and decided to share this song… By Luther Vandross…

 

Back when I was a child 

Before life removed all the innocence 

My father would lift me high 

And dance with my mother and me and then 

 

Spin me around till I fell asleep 

Then up the stairs he would carry me 

And I knew for sure 

I was loved 

 

If I could get another chance 

Another walk, another dance with him 

I’d play a song that would never, ever end 

How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again 

 

When I and my mother would disagree 

To get my way I would run from her to him 

He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah 

Then finally make me do just what my mama said 

 

Later that night when I was asleep 

He left a dollar under my sheet 

Never dreamed that he 

Would be gone from me 

 

If I could steal one final glance 

One final step, one final dance with him 

I’d play a song that would never, ever end 

Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father 

again…

 

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door 

And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him 

I pray for her even more than me 

I pray for her even more than me 

 

I know I’m prayin’ for much too much 

But could You send back the only man she loved 

I know You don’t do it usually 

But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again 

Every night I fall asleep 

And this is all I ever dream 

T.T